I always tell myself not to say it.



Just zip it.



But somehow, my lips just unzip and there I go wishing that I didn't say a word.



It doesn't help.



It makes it worse, and I don't know how to make it better.



Its tough to swallow my own words.



Just mind your own business for heaven's sake!



BTW, it is official, I will be graduating next year, early May. And you'll see me in my regalia taking (hopefully) heaps of pictures of myself. Its not a crime being vain for just one day, right? Unless its addictive.



And I have to start applying for my graduate visa and my own graduation (weird isn't it?). I have to go through a few steps on nDeva, and hopefully I will succeed in applying for it. And there's also the regalia, and the parents. And of course, the job. Which is a real biggie.



On Monday, I'll be starting my studentship. Scary. Nervous. Worried. But, with fingers crossed, Debbie won't be such a meanie. British people are usually nice right? However, there's always the exceptions. That reminds me, I have to give her a ring tomorrow.



On Sunday, we're expecting the Christmas parade on Queen St. :D I will bring my trusty camera along and we can take heaps of pictures.



Til then...I will leave you with a picture taken from Chia Yee's farewell @ daikoku.

**Edit**

Truth be told, I blog to procrastinate. Who doesn't do such a thing. But I blog because I want to apologize, but in reality, my pride doesn't allow me to do so. Ergo, I bury my thoughts here, I apologize to anonymous people, I furiously write about my angst, and I create confusion.

About procrastination. I am suppossed to read this 25 page journal, but eventually I chose to tidy up my table, clear the rubbish, clean my dirty pot, arrange my books, put back the missing pages, clear my drawers, calculate the amount of money I owe people and how much they owe me, clear my lotion/medicine compartment, clean the fridge, take out the mouldy (yes we have mouldy) food, sort my sationeries, think of what to eat tomorrow, upload pictures on facebook, reply the walls, tag photos, comment on them, shower, and here I am ...blogging.

And at the top of my things-to-do-list: READ THE ARTICLES!

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